Tuesday, June 29, 2010

GoodBYe n Farewell

today, gonna be my last day staying at Kuantan
till my first semester break i probably wont be coming back ~
before today i was still really really sick
at that time i was really afraid, i would be rejected from taking my flight.
and because of this i have limited days and times hour
beside going out buy any neccessary. i would be staying at home sleeping, or when i feel well a bit i would go to the office finish what i had not finish before my leave


last day.... i just felt i dont have enough time to say goodbye to all my dear friend
not even to my dearest Nick ! or my precious LIly ^^
i'm really sorry to all : Vivian, AK Gang, My Family & so so sry to my dear laogong !!!!!!
Lily Farewell, for we will be off to our own separate ways from now on
i wish you best of luck ! and live well =)


times its just too limited
words cant describe my feeling
now i felt more afraid than excited
wishes to stay back a little more longer than off my new journey
wishes to spend more time with my dearest of most than off alone
time just not enough
when i think i would tear.
i wonder whether i would cry when i leave my flight seeing my family waving goodbye
and i'm leaving them step by step...a bit distance than the other
will everything be the same whhen i come back ?
will my journey be a dissapoint journey ?
future is unpredictable


i pack my belogings and it feel like its just not enough
limited space, limited times.
till the end
i fall really sick and fall asleep again ....
when i woke up the next morning
i see the package was already done

i was really surprise ~~~ and really really sorry causing my mom to worry me even before i leave for the flight ~

so much to thanks
so limited times
so much to bring
so limited space


but
what done is done
i'm off my journey to a whole new world
alone or not
i must face the music
althought deep down i'm filled with tears....
but i must move on
i probably be facing a lt of probably with the stupid attitude i had
probably this is a good chance for a change of my life
a way for me to discover a whole new me




the story must go on ^^
i must try my best



i wish all my friend esp: YEX + AK gang
i wish u guys THE BEST OF LUCK !!!!!!!!!!!! i LOVE U ALL AND MISS U ALL
I SERIOUSLY MISS THOSE CRAZY MOMENT !!!!!!!!

our leader YunYi
haha always being so positive always show me hardwork really does paid. i wish u the best of the best times over singapore ^^ gambateh ^^

our co-leader-JiaYing
hehe friendly person with awsome +cute personality ^^ althought we never talk much but i do for sum reason i do wish to hang with u ^^ always admire ur happy-go lucky personality

YingkIt :
the one who sit beside me during our form 6 times i'm gonan miss ya lot !! for yulways be the best friend to talk with when i'm down .... awsome perosonality as well seeing ur determination just kinda touch me cause u shown me ntg is impossible

Mengwah
though sometime si may look dun take ur advice seriously but actually i do take deep thought about it ..ur the most friendly guy i met ! u helped me lot ! and i'm really thankful to u for giving me ideas and advice ^^ gambateh on ur courses ^^


ILing :
IceLemon Tea that what she nickname herself ^^ , i spended LONG TIME with her as friend hahaha crazy crazy emo emo always never afraid to try ....pretty much a gamer like me but a 180degree diffrent way we hav totally difference personality but sumtimes i do enjoy hanging with ya !!!!!!!!!

Xyen :
Awsome creativity ! till now i could stop admiring at ur work! i wish to see more and more of imprvement from ya ! so i can collect those creative art ^^ heehehehe!!!!!

Pakhow :
Grumppy old man + playful personality
i guess i would be missing u yapping ard or messing ard !!! hahahaa


YY : always being so thoughful of me ! thought we are studying separate ways but u never forget me i'm really touch ur always so awsome in my heart !!!! thank U for being such a great friend

VIVIan : Crazy Girl ^^ ur gonna b my BFF as well as YY !!!! i LOVE U GUYS. No matter Where I WIll NEVER FORGET U 2 ..YEX right ? ^^


WAnyee : No I Wont Forget Our Date ! hhaa when i get my stop at KL i'm gonna first find u ^^ to replace our date we promise previously haha ^^be sure u dun forget our promise by thna !
wbest of luCk at UM my dear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ hahah



and last but nt least my LAOGONG NICK ^^
THank U always always stay by my side ...i know i'm a problem girl but many thanks for always being by my side ^^ i will always rmb our promise ! YOUR THE BEST !!!!! ^^




after today i would be able to see the Kuantan sunrinse.
i wonder whether the sky look the same over sabah hahaha
but the journey begin .
and i'm still ready for teh challenges 0__o
but i'm ready to do my best !!!!!


thank god blessing for today i felt better and the better tomorrow and the rest of the days i will be going through
THANK YOU YOU GUYS !!!!!!!!!!
THANKS ^^ i will be missing u all
the next meeting i promise ! i'll be attending



GoodBye n Farewell ~
Best BEST BEST OF LUCK FOR ALL !!!!!

always keep my blog update on my life at sabah
and if any who came to visit ^^ do call me !!!! it would be a pleasure !!!!!!!! to see u guys again
mayb sumdya i would stop by ur state too hehe ^^


take care ^^

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